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[29 Sep 2006|11:04pm] |
angst to follow
i might have some run on sentences and other grammer errors, i dont care.
to all my friends, all my friends that put up with my constant pessimism, all my friends that put up with my constant horrible racist, anti-semitic, and politically incorrect jokes. All my friends that stay up on ventrilo with me, all my friends that actually take time to read my live journal (and sometimes update it) and myspace bulletins. To all my friends whom i have never met in my life but have talked to on games and have known for years. All my friends whom i have known since elementary school, all of my friends that have gone on vacations with me (no matter how shitty or awesome they are). All my friends that risk their lives every day by getting into a car that i am driving, and putting up with the worst case of road rage in the history of man kind. Just basicly to all of my friends who are actually my friends.
I love you guys, without you this life would suck way too much. And i mean that from the bottom of my heart.
To all of you that read this and snicker, and mutter the words "queer" or anything similar under your breath, to all of my friends who could give a rats ass about me and what i feel at certain times.
Fuck you, i dont need you guys in my life, so just get out.
If someone reads this and think "o my god dane hates me waaaaa, he mades this post jsut for me"
Fuck you too, im not going to take my time to make an entire lj post just for you.
im not going back to proof read this, i dont feel like it. its just what im feeling.
Have a nice day.
P.S. Chicago is known as the Windy City, and Montana is called the Big Sky State, so I think that we should somehow combine the two to create the ultimate kite-flying experience.
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[19 Apr 2006|01:59pm] |
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Yes, it's me. Dane Steven Wilson. I've just come to the realization of how munDANE my name actually is. My first name is a referance to an old Danish man. My middle name, a referance to a famous saint. As for my last name, it's one of the most common last names in the world. Looking back on the commonality of my three names, it's as if I"m simply a number. Lost in a world of other numbers. A world in which some numbers are simply nicer than other numbers. I suppose it's better than having a name like Phil or Matt or something. Yet the feeling of dissatisfaction still remains...
Let us talk about World of Warcraft for a second. This is a game which lives up to it's title. It's not like other games. It is a WORLD, in and of itself. There are enough places, features, people, and activities, that it could be seen and classified as an actual civilization. Though this realm lacks an actual physical nature, it is definatly suitable enough for one to escape the dull reality of a monotonous life, and be projected into a world of people who find themselves in the same possition that I do. These are people who lack a fundamental social life, so I indendify with these people, thusly forming a new social life which I failed to accomplish in an actual 3-d world. Though it is quite an unorthodox way to fill this necessary element of life, it still acomplishes it, despite the descent of general society on such a life style. You may be under the impression that I am one of only a few who chose to go down this path, but I can assure you that there are several people who fall into my same situation; more than you may think.
I suppose it's time to conclude this LiveJournal session.
You stay classy, planet Earth;
-Dane Steven Wilson
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[16 Mar 2006|02:41pm] |
Attention Jeff Foxworthy, Larry The Cable Guy, and other Blue Collar comics: you're not funny!
That is all.
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[14 Mar 2006|11:30am] |
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Let me start off by saying that i am a very cynical, opnionated person. And the following update contains said opnions.
Enjoy!
ok so im in dallas. felt like updating.
So, im sitting here waiting for a phone call and listening to Cradle Of Filth. Rest assured that i'm not a satanist. i just like the music. I find it to be a nice change from the pop/punk garbage that gets played on the radio these days.
EDIT CONTINUED:
-Green Day
-Fallout Boy
-Cold Play (you know how i know you're gay? Sorry couldnt resist.)
-Almost every "rapper" on the radio today.
-Etc.
^^^ If you are a fan of the radio friendly conforming bands above, or any band or group similar to them, please reconsider your tastes on music.
"But Dane, i like all the music listed above, what should i do?'
The answer is simple really. Replace your music with the following.
-Cradle Of Filth
-Johnny Cash
-As I Lay Dying
-Drowning Pool
-Rap before the year 2000 (Tupac, old snoop dogg, old Eminem, Dr.Dre
-AC/DC
-Quiet Riot
Im not trying to offend anyone. Im just trying to HELP. If our tastes inmusic differ, thats cool whatever. I just felt like posting a rant today.
leave comments please.
-Dane
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[10 Mar 2006|09:08am] |
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Im updating from BIMM again. Its finally friday, but i have a feeling today is going to go really slow. Not that I have any fast days, or anything of the sort. Recently I've come to believe that I lead a slow lifestyle. I suppose it's both a blessing and a curse, but that's another story.
Anyway, last night i downloaded a bunch of Johnny Cash so ill probably listen to that until i go home. I'm not sure why, but I've developed somewhat of a fascination with Johnny Cash as of late (no, not in that way). I'm still unsure of what's so aluring about his music, however. I suppose he's just one of those artists that has a God-given charisma, as exhibeted by many other artists in this day and age. So much so that we become desensitized to it, which is why it has weakened gradually overtime. Come to think of it, the music industry IS in a state of atrophy, but that's another story.
I just rememberd i have a geometry test next period. I can't say that I'm particularly adept in this area, so I imagine my performance on this test will be THOROUGHLY unprommising. Consequently, it will thoroughly affect my GPA. It's situations like this that make one question the actual relevance of certain subject areas to one's future, and the unfair accountance of one's performance in these areas. Then again, like most aspects of life, it could always be worse. But that's another story.
Spring break im going to dallas, ill take more pictures of my puppy and put them on here so ya'll can see. There's another thing I've developed a fascination for; animal photography. There's something aluring about capturing the innocence of such feeble beings and presenting it for the general public to feast their eyes on. I think it's unfortunate that we as humans fail to capture the absolute beauty of the world around us form day to day, so I do it for them. Perhaps I should concider this a carrer path. But that's another story.
I cant think of anything else to say so ill end it here. Perhaps I should save my words for another story.
Thinking of his next story,
Dane W.
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[06 Mar 2006|10:07am] |
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i HATE flash, so im listening to Johnny Cash (woot that rhymed). So i decided to update. Im in BIMM right now, and i dont want to be at school today. I'm almost drowning in my own apathy. The classroom is filled with the stench of computer engines and hair gel. I can't help but chew on my headphones as I ponder the questionable activites of the student next to me. His name is Phil, you most likely don't know him.
I suppose my apathy for this class is mutual throughout the classroom. People play computer games and laugh about the basketball game last friday. People indulge in the pleasures of foolish online videos without a single thought about the next useless project assigned. I must admit, this class IS somewhat of an escape from the toils of accademics, but it feels like a prison, nonetheless.
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[13 Feb 2006|09:46am] |
im boerd in BIMM
Solitaire FTW.
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[05 Jan 2006|08:15pm] |
ok so ill start out on a high note. break was good, i went to dallas for about a week, came back on christmas eve. i got my mp3 player and i friggin love it.
ok since im more cynical than optimistic ill move on to the bad part.
ok so im back at school on wednesday (not happy about it) and im in that room that we all had to go to to get our schedules. so i get my schedule and look over it. the first thing i noticed is that they moved my english class from 2nd to 1st period AND i have a new teacher. ok that kinda makes mad but i dont care too much. so i look at 2nd period where my english used to be, its geometry, and not just any geometry, DOUBLE BLOCKED geometry (with a new teacher). Ok, so this really pissed me off, considering i PASSED last semester. So this also moved my biology from 6th period (in which i had friends in) to 7th period (in which i have no friends in) and i also have C lunch now (no hard feelings people i sat with today.)
So can the school really double block me without any notice? itsn't it like, wrong to be double blocked without notice? or choice...
i mean, i lose a credit now because of it. Well regardless, im going to get my old schedule back even if it kills me.
what do yall think about this matter?
and there's my rant/update
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[12 Dec 2005|09:43pm] |
i got a 155 on mt psat. meh.
theres an update for you
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[17 Nov 2005|06:22pm] |
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ok so today is thursday. that means tommorow is friday. (woot)
ok so i passed my history test (82)
im pretty sure i passed my bio test.
not so sure i passed my geometry test.
im currently doing english homework and getting candy stuck in my braces.
sooo...not much else is going on um.
BIMM was boring today as i finished my project like a bajillion years ago.
and thats about it.
P.S if anyone wants to ever update for me. you can do it for free.
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[09 Nov 2005|06:15pm] |
ok so i feel even shittier than i did in my last update.
so today was pretty uneventful. but i did take some pics with my crappy phone.
( Pics )
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[07 Nov 2005|08:50pm] |
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im sick. it hurts to talk and im coughing alot.
i might not be at school tommorow, we'll see what happens.
so today wasnt bad.
we're doing photoshop in BIMM so me and phil are faster than everyone else (it feels good to be better than everyone else for once)
bio was fun. dont know why it just was.
i texted alot today.
umm...whats my next class...
o yeah.
team sports. well thats team sports.
world history. always fun. mr.nyugen is funny as hell.
driving time. i feel like i pwned. mr.thompson isnt to bad once you get used to him
AND THERES MY UPDATE
these are always fun..
i didnt read this before i posted it. so sorry in advance if theres anything weird.
WHAT WOULD YOU DO/SAY IF:
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started doing drugs:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Who are you?
Are we friends?
When and how did we meet?
How have I affected you?
What do you think of me?
What's the fondest memory you have of me?
How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
Do you love me?
Have I ever hurt you?
Would you hug me?
Would you kiss me?
Would you adore me?
Are we close?
Emotionally, what stands out?
Do you wish I was cooler?
On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
Am I loveable?
How long have you known me?
Describe me in one word.
What was your first impression?
Do you still think that way about me now?
What do you think my weakness is?
Do you think I'll get married?
What about me makes you happy?
What about me makes you sad?
What reminds you of me?
What's something you would change about me?
How well do you know me?
Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
Do you think I would kill someone?
Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
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[31 Oct 2005|08:52pm] |
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its halloween.
and im so so very boerd.
you have no idea.
so im just sitting here.
listeing to eminems underground album. (yeah i know im awsome)
so yeah just sitting here>
i should of gone over to steffys when i had the chance...
sorry if i was being an asshole earlier steffy
anyways....
ok so thats my awsome update -_-
P.S. I HAVE NO CANDY :(
so bring me some.
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[16 Oct 2005|08:46pm] |
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STUFFED FRENCH TOAST FROM IHOP IS THE SHIT LIKE YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
anyways....first update for a long time.
went to ihop today. (bet you never would have guessed!)
saturday i took the PSAT. it wasnt as bad as thought it would be. saturday was also homecoming, which i didnt go to.
i have offically fallen in love with tylonel pm (yay).
ok well im out of ideas so bye bye.
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[02 Oct 2005|09:17am] |
so i woke up this morning.
( check out my hair )
im getting a haircut today. yay. my grades sucked so im also being forced to study today.
im going to "study" today.
and thats it. first real update in forever
wooooosh
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[29 Sep 2005|06:16pm] |
so i need to try harder...
( Grades )
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[16 Aug 2005|09:41pm] |
stole this from steffy
Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Extraversion | |||||||||| | 40% | | Stability | |||||||||| | 36% | | Orderliness | |||||| | 30% | | Altruism | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Interdependence | |||||||||| | 36% | | Intellectual | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Mystical | |||||||||| | 36% | | Artistic | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Religious | |||||| | 30% | | Hedonism | || | 10% | | Materialism | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Narcissism | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Adventurousness | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Work ethic | |||||| | 30% | | Self absorbed | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Conflict seeking | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Need to dominate | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | | Romantic | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Avoidant | |||||| | 30% | | Anti-authority | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Wealth | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Dependency | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Change averse | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Cautiousness | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Individuality | |||||||||| | 36% | | Sexuality | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Peter pan complex | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Physical security | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Physical Fitness | |||||||||||||| | 57% | | Histrionic | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Paranoia | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Vanity | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Hypersensitivity | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Female cliche | |||||||||||| | 43% | |
| Take Free Advanced Global Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.comdoes that sound like me or not?
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[11 Aug 2005|12:33am] |
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GUESS WHAT?? It is Steffy....again..because Dane is a lazy ass and makes me update his Livejournal for him! He is such a buttface!
Ok....things that I know that have happened recently in Dane's life.
*Yujin came from Japan
*Yujin, Jake, and Dane hung out... a lot...and forgot about Charis, his girlfriend at the time
*Charis broke up with Dane
*Dane heard my rants
*Dane went and got his books....and jipped me on a ride
*Dane heard me rant even more and TOTALLY agrees with me...that makes me feel good!
*uh....He fell asleep..that is all that has happened up until now!
So anyways! His life seems......more intersting than mine.... but it is all good... I am not...Jealous or anything..haha! Whatever! This is about all that I want to type.. I am getting tired and I have already ranted enough on MY livejournal!
Thanks for listening to Dane's...boring...life!! :-D
<3 Steffy
(filling in for the lazy-ass, Dane!)
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